On September 26, 2009
And so I'm back and sorry I haven't been blogging. Hey, not like anyone really reads my blogs but I'm sorry all the same. There are few things I want to get out of my chest before I go on blogging again.
I was so angry and at the same time, very sad and heartbroken. It was a very difficult and sorrowful time. I get irritated at the smallest of things and I didn't care what people think about my sarcastic comments or opinion when they try to reach out. I had it in mind that I have to be tough and it turned out that way which was awful and I was so annoying. The worst part is I kind of knew it's the negative by-product of my grief, and I was so aware but still, I entertained it and that was really irresponsible of me. I unintentionally inflicted pain to people who loved me and I'm just fortunate enough that my friends and family withstood me. I'm so sorry and I hope I can make things better.
My faith in God helped me find strength and be wiser. I still cry when I think of grandma but the Bible says she's just sleeping and when she wakes up, I know I got to be there and meet her again. In heaven, that's where it will all take place so yeah, I have to be good to be with her again.
It was a great journey and I had a lot to learn about everything that occurred. I went to the beach with my friends, got into a mess at work, got sick because of a sprouting "wisdom" tooth, MPS went back, waited at the airport, fed ducks and chickens, and learned how to sing. Things are going well lately and I would love to keep it that way. Nothing is ever perfect but I like the improvement.
4 comments on "Moving On..."
Hey Stacey, I still come by here when I can to read your blog. I'm aware of your situation, and you shouldn't feel guilty about not posting on your site.
People withstood you because they love you for a reason.
Anyway, I'm glad to hear things are better for you lately.
Best wishes for you always my very dear friend!
Hi Dave,
You're the sweetest. Not really guilty about not blogging, I just wanted to express that I'm not good at healing myself and apologize that it affected some of the closest people I love.
I really appreciate having you as my friend, Dave. You make a lot of sense and you're the type of friend that I would always listen to because you never fail to see the positive and good in all things big or small.
(^_^)
hi, just reading through after a while... hang in there... life may be a mess sometimes, but at the end of the day, God allows us to see that it's actually not... :)
Hi sis. txs for coming-back..im glad to b back here too. true. painful experiences in life made us stop for a while, but i would also keep us grounded and walking better even more...
u'r a wonderful strong person, u'll be fine again i know. RGDS.
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